#Better Late Than Never 11

Hey guys,

I’m SO sorry that I haven’t posted in a while. I’ve been super busy and stuff. So I graduated college, thank goodness, that’s finally over 😀 I passed everything and received some merits, i’m super happy to be honest. I’m going to sew a long sleeved top soon, probably this winter haha

I want to set up a business, make music videos and live a happy, fulfilling life.

Oh yeah, guys, guess what bad news I have…I’ve been having what’s called intrusive thoughts, I bleeping HATE them, they’re evil, evil I tell you. They make me have these thoughts and voices, telling me to do horrible things to my family. I swear I HATE them with all my might. I want them gone. Anyone know a cure? Please inform me xoxoxoxo

Peace Out Ninjas xoxoxoxo

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#Better Late Than Never 8

Hey, hey guys! Goodness it’s been such a LONG time that I’ve posted. Eeesh! (A new word of mine). But so much has been happening since December and now, both good and not so good lol.

Anxiety Update:

I’ve been diagnosed with GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) this was a few months back now, I’m not sure if I had already told you guys. But I know I did promise one 🙂

I’ve also been prescribed prozac/fluexotine, which I’m hoping to start either a new blog on or new posts on here…hmmm.

I’ve got new siblings too, beautiful twin girls ❤ that’s going great, I love them dearly. I’m also dating a new guy that I love dearly too, who I’ve been great friends with prior to us dating, I just hope that things work out well with him.

More on the bad side, I’ve been too anxious to go to work, so I’ve not worked since the 1st of January, due to fear 😦 I do casual work, so I don’t get paid for time off or anything. I’ve also had way too many ‘psychotic’ episodes, even though I don’t believe I’m psychotic or delusional, even though the dr says so to attend college, so I’ve missed a whole semester, I do want to continue, I have SO much work to catch up on 😦 …hmmm, I guess I’ll go into all of this in more detail on my other blog or new posts, don’t worry guys, I will post a link to it within the next few days or knowing me….

It’s Better Late Than Never

Peace Out my homies :* xoxoxo

Better Late Than Never 1

Last week…not the best of weeks i’ve had at this dreaded place I call college. I’d leave if I could…but apparently I’d like a phD, so college isn’t optional…. unfortunately

Tutors! Gosh, I HATE these people sometimes, they’re nice and kind a lot of the time, until it’s deadline day! That’s when they take the mick! I mean, according to my timetable, I was supposed to be out of this place at 12:15pm…care to tell me, why i’m still running around and finally left at 3pm?

My work is complete, I just needed to export one little thing, to submit it, in order to meet the deadline, in the end it had taken me bloody 10 minutes MAX, to export! WHY!?! OH WHY!?! So prior to that, there was some sort of freak accident…well, a kid had smoked something and was passed out, DON’T DO DRUGS!!!! He was in pretty bad shape…an ambulance arrived a few hours later (YES, it took so long for an ambulance to come). All the tutors were pretty busy with that…they told me I had to wait an hour to receive any form of help exporting…the hour passed, still no help. I was shoved around to this room, that room, in the end I went to the library, where I found a friend of mine, I greeted him, we hung out a bit, I left. Now, this is where the passed out kid was discovered, luckily a first aider or someone was attending to him, I looked like we all do, then I continued on my journey to submitting my work before the deadline! I finally figured out how to export myself, without the help of any tutor. Thanks!

I then submitted in my short drama and all the paper work, said “Goodbye” and flew out of that room, faster than a 3 winged pigeon! I walk downstairs, I then find a group of my friends sat on the floor, hanging out like the bunch of students we are. Of course, I joined them. Time was passing and I was quite hungry (no breakfast or lunch), it was pushing onto 3pm now, so I had to say my departing greets and left. I got to the main floor, around the corner from reception, and who do I see? A few more of my friends! With their group of friends, one of them being my friend from the library earlier on (I shall name these friends later on, in a future post, so keep on reading to find out), I said “Hello” or whatever greet it was, and FINALLY, walked out of the college entrance and was FREE!

Oh, I forgot to mention, I had a 30 minute talk with the tutor upon arrival to the morning class for being late.

– ‘Better Late Than Never’ 🙂 xoxo